| i had the best day ever yesterday.. before i forget well happy belated
birthday now to Vanessa, my godsister. After an emotional
rollercoaster i've been going through this whole summer. I need a
relief from it all and yesterday was just great. I felt bad that
i was leaving Nessa on her birthday to see the Backstreet Boys, but i
still went. Iris had tickets to soundcheck and Lisa was really
great about Iris and I being the only people to go. We get to the
soundcheck and Iris and I get to seat first row center. It was so
awesome. They're so gorgeous. Man Kevin maybe in his
thirties but damn he looked good. A few people got to ask
questions and I was on the phone with Nessa and i told her before i
left that i would ask BSB to sing happy birthday for her and omg did i
do it. hehe. Brian even took my phone from me and talked
with Nessa. Omg so cool. To add to that Iris got it all on
video. YAY.. The concert was awesome. They played
straight back to back songs and the old ones weren't medleys so it was
awesome to hear the whole song. It was such a good concert.
i loved it. They just keep getting better and better. It
was such a great day. Thanks Iris so much and thanks Lisa it was
great to go to the concert with you since I haven't had the chance to
hang out in a long time. Way to end my summer. so great.. i'm
still astonished and giddy.. teeny bopper side coming out all over
again.. i wanna go to the vegas show now..hehe...
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| everyone go out and buy the new bsb cd.. "never gone"...it's only $9.99
at best buy.. it's awesome.. hehe..  bsb fan since 1997..hehe.. |
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| need to move away from everything and start anew...
hopefully someone would call me to hang out...
i wished the rain would stop...
i know nothing stays the same
but if you're willing to play the game
it's coming around again
so don't mind if i fall apart
there's more room in a broken heart
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| just want to say Happy Birthday to Carlo and to my Auntie Vie!
May the Lord bless you always and all those around you are blessed to
have you in their lives.
on a soft side.. i did really terrible in school.. i have to take a
class over.. i guess it's okay. just hurts a bit.. i at least i
can say i tried my best to stay in there but it wasn't enough... and
maybe i'll do better next semester.. as for now i'm heart broken..
thanks though to Darlene.. you've put up with me so much this
semester and i don't know how you did.. I'm lucky to have a friend like
you.. always understanding and positive.. and to all my other friends
who had to hear me vent like crazy.. thank you from the bottom of my
heart.. it's been rough for me and i am lucky to be given support and
love by you guys...
song of the moment: "untitled" -simple plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
lastly thank you to my love.. you've gone through so much because of me
and yet you still stood beside me through it all. you don't know
how happy you make me feel and how much comfort you give me.. the Lord
has blessed me wiht something great and i hope to hang on to it as much
as i can.. i love you babe 
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| so now it's may and it's just a new month.. things have actually been
going good.. except school.. i'm like what border line in all my
classes.. sucks i know but hey you get what you deserve right...
hopefully i'll kick some ass on finals and get a B in 3/4 of my
classes.. i'm fine with the C in the other class.. it's an upper
division class anyways..haha..
what i'm excited for.. yay finally after what two or three years.. STAR
WARS EPISODE III will be out... whoohoo i can't wait.. i love working
at the theatres.. screenings are so aewsome.. who cares about finals
i'm watching the movie...haha
on a sad note.. no contact for a week.. must study.. sucks.. i'mma be
so lonely... it's okay.. we'll hang out soon.. and we'll get my fish
tacos and calm chowder and hang out at the beach..hehe...luv ya...
kay that's all.. i'm outtie.. ja ne
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